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The Glam Kink Meme Post #1 is now open.

Have fun prompting, writing, reading, and feedbacking. :)

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valress
Aug. 17th, 2010 05:36 am (UTC)
Re: FILLED! Scars
“Doing what Adam? Taking control of the only thing I can? Tell me Adam, what the fuck am I supposed to do?!?” Tommy yelled as he tried and failed to pull his arms free from Adam’s grasp. All he ended up doing was wearing himself out and falling against Adam’s chest. His breath hitching as the tears threatened to fall. He didn’t want Adam to understand, he didn’t want pity, or love, he didn’t deserve it. He was fat and stupid, he was the only one that understood what he needed to do, he needed this, it was the only control he had, while his life spiraled down. “What am I supposed to do?”

“Talk to me baby, let me help you” Adam said as he rubbed circles over Tommy’s back, he could feel the sharp points of his spine through his sweatshirt. Choking back the tears, Adam just pulled Tommy in closer.

“He left me, Jason left me… What am I going to do??” Tommy sobbed against Adam’s chest, forgetting about how hungry he was, forgetting about everything except Adam holding him. His boyfriend, his backbone was gone, now who was he going to call and talk to at 3 in the morning? It was all over this pregnancy clusterfuck. He didn’t even know the girl. She was saying he had gotten her pregnant sometime in February, he honestly couldn’t remember her, but he did know that he didn’t sleep with her. But no one else seemed to believe him.

“Tommy, it’s gonna be ok.” Adam whispered against Tommy’s hair. He had no idea what else to say. He had never been in either of the situations Tommy has found himself in; he wasn’t sure what else to say. He knew about Tommy’s boyfriend, but only marginally, he knew that this breakup was eating Tommy alive, and this situation with that girl was only making it worse. “Just promise me you are going to eat something, please?”

Just nodding, Tommy pushed away from the warmth of Adam’s arms. Tucking his hair behind his ear, Tommy turned and sat on the bed. He knew that now Adam would watch him closely, making sure he was eating. He would find a way around it, he could control this, could control what Adam saw and what he didn’t. He didn’t want to be fixed, he wasn’t broken. He had this under control.

Satisfied with Tommy’s answer, Adam walked over and pressed a kiss to Tommy’s forehead. He looked back at the blonde one last time before he opened the door. “Baby, get ready we have to leave in about an hour.”
valress
Aug. 17th, 2010 05:37 am (UTC)
Re: FILLED! Scars
~~~~~~
3 weeks later

Pushing his food around his plate, Tommy could feel them all staring at him. They always did when it was time to eat. They would never let him get out of it; always there was someone with him at a meal time. They always made him eat; finally he stabbed a bit of his steak and made a huge show of putting it in his mouth and chewing. He finished everything on his plate and felt like shit, there was only one thing to do after this, and he couldn’t let them know.

After what seemed like forever, Tommy was finally alone in his room. Turning on the bathroom light, he stared at his reflection in the mirror, grimacing he looked at the toilet then back at himself. “Just do it you pussy, you are just going to get fat and then Adam will send you away.” He told his reflection, he knew it wasn’t right, he knew he was hurting himself, but he couldn’t stop it. Turning he dropped to his knees and hunched over the toilet, shoving his fingers down his throat he gagged, bringing up his entire dinner. Sitting back, he wiped at his mouth with the back of his hand and curled into a ball, sobbing.

~~~~~~

Adam stood outside Tommy’s room, the extra keycard in his hand, he knew that he was about to do something that could either save his friends life, or something that will push him away and further into whatever hell he was spiraling into. Pushing the door open, he walked in and nearly cried at what he saw. Tommy was barely more than bones; he was standing in the middle of the room in just his boxers, his hips jutting out, his ribs.. fuck Adam was sure he could count every damn one of them. He couldn’t contain the startled gasp that fell from his lips.

Turning at the sudden noise, Tommy saw Adam standing there, grabbing his hoodie, he pulled it over his head, but he already knew Adam saw, it was written all over the other man’s face. Hanging his head Tommy knew Adam thought he was disgusting, that he was fat and not worth the energy to try and fix. Pulling his sweatpants on, he turned to face his boss, fully expecting him to fire him on the spot.

“Oh god baby, you are just bones” Adam said softly as he walked over and put a hand on his cheek. He didn’t try and hide the tears; he let them fall freely down his cheeks, eyeliner making dark lines on his face. “Why? You promised”

“I can’t stop Adam. I have to do this, I’m fat. You don’t like me when I am fat.” Tommy said softly as he leaned into the touch, how long had it been since Adam touched him like this? Since before Jason left him, before the girl claimed she was having his kid. Sighing he never realized how much he missed this; just Adam’s presence seemed to calm him.

“Where did you get an idea like that baby?” Adam asked as he looked down at Tommy. He couldn’t believe Tommy thought that, why was he doing this to himself. He was angrier with himself for not catching the fact that his friend was killing himself right in front of his eyes. He couldn’t believe that Tommy thought that he was fat, he was far from it. Gathering the tiny body in his arms, Adam pulled him to sit on the bed. “Talk to me, please. What is going on?”

“Nothing, it’s fine. I have this under control.” Tommy said as he pushed off of Adam’s lap. He did, he had this under control. He didn’t need help. He could handle this, he was handling this, and everything was fine.

Exasperated, Adam watched Tommy fidget with his hoodie, his fingers instead of being nice and tapered like they used too, were just bony, his wrists were so thin, Adam was sure he could actually see the bones moving together under his skin. How had it gotten this bad? How had no one noticed? “Tommy, you need help, baby”
valress
Aug. 17th, 2010 05:37 am (UTC)
Re: FILLED! Scars
“NO! I don’t! I am fine, would you just back the fuck off! I… AM… FINE!” Tommy said as he whirled around, facing Adam, his eyes flashing angrily. Putting his hands up in surrender, Adam just watched Tommy angrily storm out of the room. Putting his head in his hands, he just sighed. How was he going to save Tommy, if he didn’t do something he was afraid he would die. Standing up he headed out the door, when his phone rang. He was barely able to get a word out before Monte’s voice was yelling in his ear.

“Wait! Monte, what is going on??” Adam asked as he walked out into the hallway his phone tucked between his ear and his shoulder. The next words out of Monte’s mouth made his stomach drop.

“Tommy just passed out, Adam get your ass down to the lobby now!” Monte shouted as he hung up the phone. Sprinting towards the stairs, Adam was surprised he didn’t fall all the way to the bottom, crashing through the door, he skidded to a stop, lying on the floor was Tommy. His thin chest barely moving, Adam knelt next to him, taking his hand.

“Tommy, come on baby, please open your eyes” Adam begged as he looked up at Monte. “You called 911??”

“Of course” Monte said as he ran a hand over his face. His fear for Tommy etched on his face; the younger man was like a little brother to him, same as Adam. Monte had seen the changes, watched Tommy wasting away, not knowing how to bring it up, and not knowing how to help. Now seeing his friend lying prone, it was alarmingly clear that Tommy had a serious problem, now it was time to fix it. “Adam, here they come.”

Not wanting to let go of Tommy’s hand, Adam reluctantly let go, and stepped back. He felt Monte’s hand on his shoulder, turning he just nodded. After finding out what hospital they were taking him to, he followed Monte to the car. He looked over at his friend, and looked at his hands, grabbing his phone he hit his speed dial and waited.

“Mama… Yeah, umm what was the name of that hospital you and Monte sent me to when I was really sick?”


~~~~~~

Tommy felt like he was crawling through a down comforter, only it was in his head. Blinking he tried to sit up but found his head weighed too much. Groaning he turned and saw Adam asleep in the chair next to him.

“What the fuck is going on?” Tommy rasped out as he saw the IV in his hand, and realized where he was. Struggling to sit up, he groaned and let his head fall back against his pillow. Hearing Tommy’s voice Adam opened his eyes and sat up in his chair. Grabbing his hand he just looked at him.

“Oh god, baby, I am so sorry.” Adam said as a tear snuck out and slid down his cheek. He really let himself see Tommy, not the façade he had been seeing, but actually looking at the shell that was his best friend.

“Sorry for what? Why am I here? What the hell happened, Adam?” Tommy asked as he tried again to sit up, only to fall back frustrated. “Could you help me sit up, I feel like a kid”

Helping Tommy sit up, Adam nearly sobbed at the feeling of his spine under his fingers. After getting him settled Adam sat back in his chair, his hand near Tommy’s but not touching. He knew what he had to say, but getting it out was harder than he thought. He could only imagine this is what his mom and Monte had to do with him.
valress
Aug. 17th, 2010 05:37 am (UTC)
Re: FILLED! Scars
“Tommy, how long has it been since you ate? I mean a real meal, not what you call a meal, but a real meal.” Adam asked as he lightly touched Tommy’s hand. He felt Tommy pull away, sighing he left his hand on the blanket. “Baby, you have a problem, please let me help you”

“Adam, I don’t…” Tommy began as he felt Adam put his hand on his wrist. Looking down he noticed just how small his wrist was in comparison to Adam’s. Sighing he looked up into sad blue eyes.

“Tommy, you passed out in the hotel lobby, you could have had a heart attack. Baby you scared all of us. Please, let me help you.” Adam begged as he took Tommy’s hand, running his thumb across the back, wincing at the IV stuck under the skin. Looking into large scared eyes, Adam let another tear slip out, making a gray streak down his cheek.

“Adam, I don’t think I can stop…” Tommy whispered as he let the tears fall. Finally, maybe he could stop, maybe he didn’t need this. Maybe Adam could help.

“Baby, listen to me. There is this place… My mom sent me there. Baby they can help you.” Adam said softly as he sat on the bed, pulling Tommy’s hand into both of his. He needed Tommy to understand he was trying to help, he wasn’t sending him away, and he just wanted him to get better. “They helped me”

“You? But…” Tommy said as he looked at their hands. He wanted this, he wanted to get better if it meant Adam would be proud of him that was part of the reason he was doing what he did. He thought Adam wanted him smaller, like Brad. He thought that he had control of this, everything else was falling apart, but he could control what he ate, or didn’t eat, he could control his weight, could control food. Jason left him, he had no control over that, but eating… he controlled it. The girl claiming he got her pregnant… he couldn’t control her lies… but food, he controlled it. The thought that Adam struggled with this ‘issue’ that he had gotten through it, and is now sitting next to Tommy telling him he could do this, it made Tommy’s breath hitch. Pulling Tommy close, Adam let his hand rub along his back, just whispering nonsense.

“Baby, it’s gonna be ok. I promise. Please let me help you.” Adam said against Tommy’s hair, pressing a soft kiss to his temple. He felt Tommy relax slightly, and wrap his thin arms around Adam’s waist.

“Please, help me Adam.” Tommy whispered against his chest, his tears falling freely. “I will go, just promise you will be there when I come home.”

“Baby, I am not going anywhere. I will be right here when you come home to me.” Adam said as he looked down into scared brown eyes. “Promise you will come home to me.”

Nodding, Tommy leaned up and pressed a chaste kiss to Adam’s lips. “Yes, I will, I will get better and come home to you”
valress
Aug. 17th, 2010 05:38 am (UTC)
Re: FILLED! Scars
~~~~~~~
3 months later

Adam stood outside on the porch waiting for his mom to pull in the driveway. She had gone to pick up Tommy from Red Haven earlier, she had called and said they were stopping for lunch and would be there about 2:30. It was 2:35 and Adam was getting antsy, he hadn’t seen Tommy for nearly all of the 3 months he was gone that was part of the therapy to help Tommy realize why he was starving himself, or binging and then purging.

He ran his hand over his hair, brushed nonexistent lint from his pants and nearly passed out when the car rolled in the driveway. He didn’t move, he waited his hands tucked in his pockets. Like a cheesy scene from a romance movie, Tommy stepped out of the car, his hair still the blonde Adam loved, his face fuller, he had definitely put on weight, and he looked healthy. Smiling, Adam watched him walked slowly up the driveway until Tommy saw him, then it was like a rush of air hit his lungs.

Looking up from the driveway, Tommy saw him standing at the door. Dropping any semblance of what looked right or even caring if there were paps in the bushes; Tommy sprinted to Adam throwing himself into his arms, His face buried in his neck, just drinking the scent that is all Adam. The scent he missed more than anything, the one thing he dreamed about the entire time he was gone was this moment, of Adam being here, waiting for him, holding him. “You kept your promise”

“Of course I did baby. Where else would I be?” Adam asked as he pressed a kiss to Tommy’s hair. He missed this, missed the feeling of Tommy in his arms, of the feeling of his hair tickling Adam’s chin. Adam hadn’t realized it until Tommy was in the rehab center, but he had fallen hard for the brown eyed man. More than anything he wanted to tell him this, but he didn’t want to scare him. “You kept your promise, too”

“Of course, I love you. I had to come back to you” Tommy said as he pressed a kiss to Adam’s lips. He had talked about many things with his therapist; one major thing they talked about was his feelings for Adam. He had been keeping them from everyone, even himself that was the reason his relationship with Jason had fallen apart. The issue with the groupie had been handled while he was in therapy, turns out she had never even been where she claimed, and was only doing it for the press and a possible pay out. He was glad that was over, he just wanted to get better, and now that it was over, he could focus on getting himself better. Focus on himself for once, and not worry about pleasing anyone else.

“You… you love me?” Adam asked shocked. He had not expected that. He expected anything else but not Tommy saying that. Pulling him close, he smiled down into brown eyes filled with love. “God I never…”

“Shhhh, I already know. Now shut up and kiss me for real” Tommy said as he pulled Adam down to really kiss him.

Yes he had a long way to go before he was “cured” and in reality he would never be cured. This would always haunt him, always be that whisper in his mind, but he had Adam now and he knew. He just knew in his heart of hearts that it would all be okay. He would be okay.
(Anonymous)
Aug. 17th, 2010 06:15 am (UTC)
Ouch. DW.
(Anonymous)
Aug. 17th, 2010 06:15 am (UTC)
Filled: Fever 1/6
It starts as they’re walking from the venue to the bus. There’s something pinching the back of his neck, so Tommy slaps at it absently before signing a picture some girl’s holding out.

By the time they actually make it onto the bus, he’s feeling overheated and slightly nauseous. Cam shoots him a concerned look and makes sure he has a bottle of water when he lies down in his bunk, but it doesn’t help.

He spends the entire drive lying awake and restless. He tosses and turns for a while, but that’s too hot, so eventually he lies still, staring blankly at the ceiling. He still sweats the entire way, and by the three hour mark his mouth is so dry that his tongue keeps getting stuck to his teeth, but he doesn’t have the energy to get up and get something to drink.

By the time the bus rolls to a stop his eyes feel bloodshot and his limbs feel heavy. He doesn’t move until Monte checks in on him, and even then it’s barely more than a twitch.

He doesn’t really register Monte talking to people on the phone, but when the doctor gives him a check up he blinks up at her and wonders what’s wrong with him. This doesn’t feel like the flu. It doesn’t feel like anything he’s ever had before, and he wants to cry, but he’s too dehydrated for that.

The doctor and Monte talk for a bit, just outside of his bunk, and Tommy goes back to staring at the roof blankly. He doesn’t know how much time passes, but eventually Adam appears over him. He smoothes Tommy’s hair back out of his face, and the touch feels amazing – cool and soothing instead of hot and clammy like everyone else’s have been.

For the first time since it started, Tommy’s able to concentrate on what Adam’s saying. “Have you even slept at all?” he asks, but he’s talking at Tommy and not to him, so Tommy doesn’t answer.

Adam sighs and his hands go away for a second. The fever returns almost instantly, but his hands are back after a couple of seconds. “You should get some fluids into you,” he’s saying, and it registers that he’s holding a water bottle.

He practically pours the water into Tommy’s mouth, because Tommy sure as hell doesn’t do anything to help, and then he stays there and talks to him a for a bit, hand on Tommy’s neck.

Tommy starts feeling better. The water must’ve helped, because his mouth doesn’t feel so dry, and his face doesn’t feel as hot.

He falls asleep.


When he wakes up, he’s in a real bed in a real room and there’s real hotel blankets covering him. The room’s dark, and at first he thinks that he’s alone.

Then something shifts on the bed beside him, and Tommy jerks away instinctively. The fever’s mostly gone, but he still feels off, somehow, like his body is trying to tell him that something still isn’t quite right.

“Shh, it’s okay, it’s just me, go back to sleep,” Adam says, reaching for him. Tommy avoids his arms and strips his shirt over his head irritably – the goddamn thing is making him itch – and settles back down.

It doesn’t help. He’s still itchy, so he wiggles out of his sweatpants, and then his boxers, and then curls into Adam’s side.

And that. That’s so much better.

“What are you doing?” Adam asks, and he sounds weird, so Tommy slides his hands underneath Adam’s shirt and tugs it up. He must be itchy too.

“Tommy,” Adam says sharply. Tommy pulls Adam’s shirt off over his head.

“Better, right?” Tommy asks happily, starting in on Adam’s pants.

Adam grabs his wrist. “Tommy, did somebody give you something?” Tommy twists his wrist, but it’s useless – Adam’s grip is too strong.

“I don’t know, I haven’t checked my PO box in a while,” Tommy says, dragging his fingertips through the hair beneath Adam’s belly button.

“Drugs, Tommy. Did anyone give you any drugs?” Tommy shakes his head and squirms down to drag his tongue through that hair before Adam can stop him.

Adam groans and lets go of Tommy’s wrist to grab him by the hair. “There’s something seriously wrong with this,” Adam says, pulling him up. Tommy goes and climbs on top of him when he’s up, nuzzling into his jaw.
(Anonymous)
Aug. 17th, 2010 06:18 am (UTC)
Re: Filled: Fever 2/6
It feels good. He feels good, doesn’t feel as hot anymore, and the nausea is completely gone. “Baby, we need to get you a doctor,” Adam says, pulling Tommy’s head up and looking him directly in the eye.

Tommy frowns. “But I’m fine,” he says, and it’s almost a whine. Adam’s eyes drop down, examining him for a minute before they return to his face.

“This is not fine,” Adam says. “Someone must’ve slipped you something. This is not how you normally – ” Tommy lurches forward and kisses him before he can finish his sentence.

Adam’s mouth is slack, which makes it easy for Tommy to put his tongue in there and taste him.

Adam doesn’t react, though, so Tommy pulls away after a minute. Adam’s staring at him, disbelief clear on his face.

All of a sudden, this feels like a bad idea. Tommy pulls back a little more, about to roll off of him and maybe run away, when Adam exhales loudly and grabs him by the face again, pulling him back in.

He kisses him almost desperately, hands sliding to the back of Tommy’s head to keep him where he wants him. Tommy opens for it eagerly, and his blood practically sings in his veins. This is absolutely supposed to happen, he’s sure of it.

So it’s weird when Adam tips him onto his back and slides his hands down to Tommy’s ass and Tommy tries jerking away despite the fact that Adam’s on top of him. He tears his mouth away from Adam’s in the process, which makes Adam stop and look at him.

“What’s wrong?” Adam asks. Tommy tries to get his breathing under control and ignores the fact that Adam’s hands on his ass are making his heart beat triple time.

“I don’t know,” Tommy says. Adam looks at him and tries touching his ass again.

This time, Tommy moves so much he actually knocks Adam off of him. They stare at each other wide-eyed until Tommy finally says, “I don’t think I can do this.”

Adam’s gaze drops down to his cock deliberately. Tommy turns red and scrambles for the sheet, fighting with it until it’s covering him. “Well, that could be a problem,” Adam says. “I’m pretty sure that whatever you have is contagious.”

Tommy sits there, trying not to shiver, while Adam looks at him. Finally, Adam gets up and grabs a bottle of tequila from the mini bar. He opens it and takes a swing straight from the bottle before sitting back down on the bed.

He holds the bottle out, and Tommy takes it greedily, swallowing a too big mouthful. Some of it trickles down his chin, and Adam’s eyes follow the trail. Tommy licks his lip and takes another mouthful, trying and mostly failing to ignore the heat of Adam’s gaze.

He’s pretty sure Adam wants to fuck him. He’s also pretty sure that he wants Adam to fuck him.

He knows that isn’t going to happen, though, not with the shaky feeling in his stomach whenever he thinks about Adam’s dick sliding into him, not with the tightness in his throat whenever he thinks about Adam on top of him like that.

It’s almost like panic, what he’s feeling, but not exactly. Maybe he just needs to calm down.

He takes another drink.


They’ve been kissing for at least ten minutes now, and Tommy’s lips are starting to get numb. He’s still hard, but every time Adam goes to take it further, he jerks away and stares at him with wide, betrayed eyes. He just can’t do it.

“Okay, I’ve got an idea,” Adam says after Tommy pulls away again. He gets up from the bed and shrugs back into his shirt, making sure the buttons are done up properly. “Get dressed,” he orders, and heads into the bathroom.

Tommy waits until the door snicks closed before yanking his clothes on, trying to avoid Adam coming out and seeing him naked.


By the time the car rolls to a stop, Tommy’s gone past tipsy and he’s heading into the smashed category.

It doesn’t make it any easier to let Adam’s hands stray beneath his shoulders, though.

“What’re we doing?” Tommy asks, letting Adam drag him out of the car. Adam, who is much less drunk than Tommy is, if his steadiness is any indication, and Tommy thinks it is.
(Anonymous)
Aug. 17th, 2010 06:20 am (UTC)
Re: Filled: Fever 3/6
“You’ll see,” Adam says, and he sounds like his patience is wearing thin. Tommy clings to his hand and stumbles after him, trying not to lose his balance.

“’m sorry,” he says miserably. Adam stops, and Tommy walks right into his back.

“I know,” Adam says, turning around and putting his free hand on Tommy’s jaw. “We’re gonna do something that’s gonna make it easier for you, alright?” Tommy nods, and Adam kisses him again, briefly, before he starts walking again.

Tommy follows, and eventually they get to a room with a desk and a man inside of it. There’s probably more to it than that, but that’s all he really notices. He sits when Adam pushes on his shoulders, blinking at the guy sitting on the other side of the desk.

He looks like he’s tired and over-worked. “You should get some sleep,” Tommy says sympathetically, because he knows how it is to feel like he’s gonna pass out at any second.

The guy clears his throat. “You have to know that if you go through with this, it will be legally binding,” he says, completely ignoring Tommy.

“Yeah, that’s kinda what we’re aiming for,” Adam says. The guy looks at him a little longer before nodding and pushing some papers forwards.

“Okay. Sign those.” Adam signs them, and then he puts them in front of Tommy. Tommy squints at them, but the print’s too blurry for him to read.

So he just signs where Adam points to.


They get back into the car again, and Adam seems much more relaxed now, much happier, so Tommy can’t resist curling into him and nuzzling him. Adam just laughs and kisses him, big hands holding Tommy’s head up.

They go into a store when the car stops again, and Adam waves a hand around. “Which one do you want?” he asks, and Tommy chews on his lip while he wanders around, Adam a couple steps behind him.

It’s a jewelry store, but whenever Tommy wanders towards the earrings or something, Adam guides him back to the rings with a hand in the middle of his back.

Tommy peers into each case obligingly, not really sure what he’s supposed to be looking for.

Turns out it doesn’t matter, though, because Adam spots something and he’s telling the woman which one he wants. Tommy leans on the case closest to him and waits while the woman gets it.

“Gimme your hand,” Adam says, suddenly all up in Tommy’s space. Tommy holds out his hand, confused, and Adam rolls his eyes and grabs the other one.

“There,” he says, satisfied, and Tommy stares down at his hand.

“Wait, what?” he asks, looking up. Adam smiles at him, running his thumb over the edge of the ring on Tommy’s left hand.

“We’ll take it,” he says to the woman, but he doesn’t look away from Tommy.


He doesn’t really get it until they’re back in the car, presumably heading back to the hotel.

“Adam,” he says, tapping his fingers against Adam’s hand. “Did we get married?” The alcohol’s clouding his brain a little, and the fever is making things a little hazy, but he’s pretty sure they did.

“Yeah, baby,” Adam says, smile soft and dreamy. He tucks his hand against the back of Tommy’s neck, fingers dipping beneath his collar. “Just gonna be me and you from now on.”

He seems pleased with himself, happy. His smile is convincing, so Tommy relaxes against him, burrowing into his side. “Okay,” Tommy says, drawing one leg up onto the seat with them. It turns him into Adam, and Adam just helps him along, sliding one hand behind Tommy’s knee and drawing him into his lap slowly enough that the alcohol in his system doesn’t slosh around.

“Are we going back to the hotel?” Tommy asks. One of Adam’s hands is running down his back, and it feels good, so Tommy arches into it, just a little, without thinking about it.

“Yeah. Why? You want to stop somewhere else?” Adam asks. Tommy shakes his head and slumps forward a bit, resting his head on Adam’s chest.

He dozes a little, letting Adam make sure he doesn’t fall over. He wakes up fully when Adam gets out of the car and shakes his head a little. “I can walk,” he protests. Adam ignores him, so he just hangs on, waving at this one chick who stares at them, mouth slightly open.
(Anonymous)
Aug. 17th, 2010 06:23 am (UTC)
Re: Filled: Fever 4/6
“Did you see that girl?” he asks once they’re back in the hotel room. Adam deposits him on the bed carefully and starts ruffling through his bag. “She was totally staring at my ass. D’you think she wanted to have sex with me?”

Adam laughs and comes back to the bed, settling something on the mattress beside Tommy’s head. “Probably,” he says, stretching out over Tommy’s body. He noses Tommy’s neck until Tommy turns his head a little, giving him space, and then bites down carefully.

Tommy shivers. “Are we going to have sex?” he asks.

“Yeah,” Adam murmurs, soothing the bite mark he’d just made with a quick swipe of his tongue. “How else would we celebrate our marriage?”

Tommy wiggles a little, trying to get the sheets beneath him untwisted. He likes the way Adam’s breath catches, though, so he does it again, and a third time, and a fourth, until Adam grabs his hips and holds him still. “Cake?” Tommy asks hopefully, blinking up at him.

Adam laughs again, and it would make him feel bad, but he’s pretty sure Adam’s not laughing at him, so it’s okay. “Yeah, okay, I’ll get you some cake later,” he says. Tommy purses his mouth, not entirely sure why Adam agreed so fast.

“Chocolate,” he says firmly. Adam rolls his eyes.

“Yeah, chocolate,” he agrees, and then he’s kissing him. Tommy opens for it easily, twisting his fingers in Adam’s shirt.

It feels much better this time. Easier – especially when Adam’s hands slide down to cup his ass. He doesn’t even flinch.

It gets a little scary when Adam starts stripping them both of their clothes, but it’s bearable, and Adam’s good at distracting him.

Adam stops kissing him altogether when they’re both naked, though, and Tommy stares up at him with wide eyes, unsure of what to do next.

“You’re okay,” Adam says, pushing Tommy’s hair out of his face. He leaves his hand on Tommy’s face, just looking at him.

Tommy squirms. He’s used to Adam looking at him, he does it all the time – on stage, backstage, on the bus, in public – but he’s not used to the look being so intense.

He looks like he’s trying to see something that Tommy’s not sure he even has. “Adam,” he says, a little desperately. He needs Adam to do something.

“I know,” Adam murmurs, sliding his hand into Tommy’s hair. He kisses him again, and it’s good, it’s great – sucking on Adam’s tongue, letting Adam explore the inside of his mouth, but it’s not enough.

Adam must get it, though, because he pulls away long enough to grab the thing beside Tommy’s head. He leans back, condom between his fingers and dick standing to attention, and shit, that’s big.

Not that Tommy didn’t know it was big – there was that one time Adam grinded up against his ass, after all – but knowing it’s big and seeing it are two different things.

Adam kisses him again, and it distracts Tommy long enough for Adam to drizzle the lube onto his fingers and rub one finger over his hole.

Things get a little blurry after that. There’s stretching, but Adam only uses two fingers. He keeps kissing Tommy while he’s doing it, on the mouth, on the cheek, on the jaw, anywhere he can reach, and both of them get impatient. So Adam just lines up and pushes in, and Tommy.

Tommy doesn’t remember to breathe until Adam’s all the way in. It burns, but it’s a good burn. He’s never actually liked his sex rough, but he’s only had sex with girls until now, it turns out that rough is actually really fucking amazing, as long as it’s Adam who’s doing it.

Adam doesn’t even manage to settle until a solid rhythm before Tommy’s coming, fingers curled around his own cock and Adam’s mouth slanted over his.

Adam doesn’t last very long after that, thrusts becoming completely uncoordinated and sloppy. He doesn’t let go of Tommy’s mouth until he’s finished coming, and even then it takes him a minute.

It takes him even longer to roll off. Tommy doesn’t even notice him getting rid of the condom, but he must, because when they curl back together, it’s gone.

“S’good,” Tommy slurs, peering at Adam through heavy eyes. Adam smiles at him and pulls the sheet up, making sure Tommy’s back is covered.

“Yeah, baby,” he says, kissing him again. Tommy falls asleep about halfway through it.
(Anonymous)
Aug. 17th, 2010 06:25 am (UTC)
Re: Filled: Fever 5/6
Tommy wakes up spread out on his stomach with Adam’s fingers inside him. He moans and shifts a little, which makes Adam’s fingers rub his prostate.

He moans a little louder. “Morning,” Adam says to the back of his neck. He takes his fingers out and replaces it with his cock, sweet little thrusts jabbing into Tommy.

It lasts longer than it did last time, but it’s still over pretty quick.

Tommy just stays where he is while Adam cleans him up, rubbing ointment into his hole. “Better?” he asks, taking his hand away.

Tommy nods into the pillow. Adam stretches out beside him and kisses him on the jaw until he turns his head enough for Adam to kiss him.

“You hungry? You want me to order room service?” Adam asks, rubbing a hand across his back once the kiss ends. Tommy nods, closing his eyes.

“Steak,” he says dreamily. “Mashed potatoes, green beans.”

Adam laughs and reaches over him for the phone. “Wait,” Tommy says suddenly. Adam stops, half on top of him.

“What?” he asks.

“You promised me cake,” Tommy says, wrapping his fingers around Adam’s wrist.

Adam rolls his eyes. “I’ll get you your damn cake,” he says, picking up the phone. Tommy smiles and turns his face back into the pillow, content to fall asleep until the food comes.


They have sex three more times before the inevitable happens and Neil comes barging in, using the spare key that Lane must’ve given him.

“Dude, we’re supposed to be leaving in like, ten minutes. Why the hell haven’t you been answering your phone?” he demands, flipping the lights on.

Luckily, they’re not actually screwing at the moment – they’re making out, sure, and they’re still naked, but at least they’re not fucking, right?

Neil doesn’t see it that way, if his shrieking and flailing is any indication. Adam starts laughing, rolling off of Tommy and covering his face with one of the pillows while Tommy fumbles with the sheet, jerking it up over them, despite the fact that Adam isn’t doing anything to help.

Neil stops freaking out after a minute, and then he starts throwing clothes at them. “What the hell did you do?” he asks, finding Adam’s bag and stuffing shit into it. All of a sudden, he stops moving entirely, staring at something on the floor.

“Can you get out?” Adam asks, taking the pillow off of his face. “Seriously, this is already awkward enough without you standing there packing my stuff.”

“Dude,” Neil breathes, looking over at them. “Mom’s gonna kill you when she finds out you got married and you didn’t invite her.”

Tommy freezes. It’s not like he forgot that they got married, but it was easy enough to ignore.

Right up until now, apparently. “Oh my god,” Adam groans, burying his face in his hands. “I don’t even want to think about that right now.”

“Yeah, okay, I’m gonna go tell Lane that you’re gonna need some time,” Neil says, inching towards the door. Once he makes a clean getaway, Adam turns to face Tommy.

“As much as my mom loves you, she is actually going to kill me, you know,” he says.

Tommy inches a little closer, pulling his knee up on top of Adam’s thigh. “We can do it again?” he asks hopefully.

Adam takes a deep breath and lets it out. “Baby, there’s no one I would rather be married to than you, but the shit storm that comes from this is going to be incredible.”

Tommy shrugs, leaning against Adam’s side. He’s been half in love with Adam since the day they met, and okay, he doesn’t really know when that half turned into a whole, but since they’re already married they might as well just stay that way, right?

“The shit storm that came from the AMA’s was incredible, too,” he points out. He puts his head on Adam’s shoulder and waits for his answer.

Adam laughs, but it’s not patronizing. It’s more disbelieving than anything. “Do you want to be married to me?” he asks.

Tommy puts a hand on Adam’s dick and gets a good grope in. “There’s no one else I’d rather be married to,” he says honestly. Adam grabs his hand and stills it, but he doesn’t pull it away.

“I asked you if you wanted to be married to me, not if you were okay with being married to me,” Adam says.
(Anonymous)
Aug. 17th, 2010 06:27 am (UTC)
Re: Filled: Fever 6/6
Tommy mouths over Adam’s shoulder, leaving a damp trail. “I love you,” he says, shrugging, rubbing his thumb over the head of Adam’s cock. It’s damp, and Adam’s hard in his grasp.

Adam’s hand tightens around his, and together they drag Tommy’s fist over his cock, once, twice, three times. “What did you say?” Adam asks, voice surprisingly steady, considering the fact that they’re jerking him off.

“I love you,” Tommy says. “So why wouldn’t I want to be married to you?”

“Fuck, this is the worst decision I’ve ever made,” Adam says, shaking his head, but he’s dragging Tommy into his lap. Tommy barely manages to drag his hand out from in between them before he’s being kissed.

“So you love me too?” Tommy asks, laughing, when he finally manages to pull back enough to breathe.

Adam settles one hand on the back of his neck. “Baby, I couldn’t love you more if I tried.”

“Good,” Tommy breathes. Adam smiles at him.

“So how much are you hurting right now?”

Tommy shrugs, linking his hands together behind Adam’s neck. “Well, it is technically our honeymoon,” he says, and Adam laughs before kissing him again.
thrace_adams
Aug. 17th, 2010 07:00 am (UTC)
Re: Filled: Adam/Tommy, wall!sex in public
OMG that was filthy and so frakking good.
valress
Aug. 17th, 2010 07:19 am (UTC)
Re: Adam/Tommy
Want like WHOA! O_O
(Anonymous)
Aug. 17th, 2010 08:49 am (UTC)
WANT!
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